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I get my kicks below the waistline, sunshine.


Master List of Fics
Dean flame
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Hi there! A quick heads-up for anyone poking around: a lot of what I write is for spnkink_meme or blindfold_spn and is therefore pretty kinky. If that's your thing, you've come to the right place.

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Blindfold fic repost: The Poisonous Tree
Powerful Sam
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Title: The Poisonous Tree
Characters: Uriel, Sam
Word Count: 1,900
Rating: R
Warnings/Kinks: Torture, bondage
Notes: Originally written for this blindfold_spn prompt: Uriel is curious to see if angel blood has the same effect on Sam as demon blood.

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Blindfold fic repost: Plat du Jour
Jared's neck
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Title: Plat du Jour
Pairing: Jared/unidentified MCs and FCs
Word Count: 4,000
Rating: NC-17
Warnings/Kinks: Dubious consent; also prostitution, bondage, humiliation, orgasm denial, double penetration
Notes: Originally written for this prompt in the summer 2011 round of blindfold_spn: Jared is brought in as a party favor for guests. He is tied up on his hands and knees, thighs spread apart with a spreader and mouth kept open with an o-ring. Guests can do anything with him so it's entirely up to you, dear writer! I do quite like the idea of guests taking turns to shoot their load in his ass and then have him drink it all from a cup.

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Neil deGrasse Tyson is dreamy
Mia
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And Stephen Colbert isn't bad either.


GIFs!
Mia
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A collection of random gifs from this season, because I just learned how to use gimp. Not dial-up friendly; click on thumbnail to make bigger.

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Books, day 3
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Day 3: Your favorite series

Does three books make a series? If so, then His Dark Materials. I enjoyed the first book for the fantasy elements and the steampunk-ish feel and would happily have read much more in that world, but the subsequent books blew me away. It was a rare instance of the first book being the weakest, in my opinion- they just kept getting better. I go back and reread them once or twice a year, and I think I'll be doing that for a while to come.

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Book meme, day 2
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Day 2: A book that you've read more than 3 times

Oh man. So many! I'll say The Prince, because I've read that sooo many times. It was assigned reading in three or four different classes I took back in school, and then I used it in my senior thesis so yeah, I've been through it a fair few times. And it's always really interesting, no matter how many times I've read it before. I only wish it had anything approaching the length of Discourses on Livy, because I'd have loved to read his interpretations of more monarchs from his present and before and where exactly he thought they went wrong (or what they did right, if they stayed in power).

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Mostly an excuse to use my hotass new icon
Dean/Crossroads demon
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I am the lurkeriest lurker to ever lurk, seriously. I am like Castiel, invisicreeping on your journals. So hey, I'm going to try one of these 30 day meme things to see if I can't cut that out. Going with 30 days of books because 30 days of Supernatural would be kind of like preaching to the choir. (My thoughts on the season so far: unutterable glee!) Plus I like books.

Day 1: Best book you read last year.

The Orphan's Tales. Ugh, I cannot say enough good things about this book. (Okay, technically it's two books, In the Night Garden and In the Cities of Coin and Spice.) I love fairy tales, particularly the dark ones, from Grimms' Fairy Tales to The Fairy Tales of Herman Hesse to this book. It's reminiscent of The Arabian Nights but twisted up and much, much darker- which is exactly the way I like it. It isn't an easy read - it's dense and layered and I found myself having to go back to re-read bits a few times to remember which characters belonged to which story - but it's such a good one. I got pretty much nothing else done for the days I was reading it, I was so entranced. Highly recommended. More than. If I could strap people down and force them to read it, I would.

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I don't like today
Dean on the rack
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I've been awake for four hours and have had a horrific hangover for every minute of them. Fucking Mardi Gras. I want someone to call me just so I can tell them I find the sound of their voice grating and then hang up. Ugh, vodka, what did I ever do to you?

I just opened my googledocs to find a 30,000 word Harry Potter fic I have never seen before. So either vodka has a new, not entirely unwelcome side effect of causing me to write epic but awful HP fic in my sleep (it was espresso flavored vodka, so maybe?), or someone is missing their fic.

I'm reading this awesome book called You Are Not a Gadget by Jaron Lanier and it's fabulous and you should all read it too. More to come on this subject when I am finished with it and my brain doesn't feel like it's trying to escape my skull.

Question: What would be better, a Sam and Dean crossover with The Hunger Games, or a J2 one? I am torn, because Dean would so volunteer in Sam's place and would kick everyone's ass, but Jensen could be Jared's mentor and maybe also one of Snow's rentboys and teach Jared how to kick ass. I need both these fics in my life.

I've frequently not been on boats.
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What not to do on a date, March 3 edition: Watch Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead with someone who is not familiar with Hamlet.

Sub-thoughts:

-Gary Oldman is hot.
-Oh my god, the questions game in the tennis court! Favorite scene ever.
-I'm kind of shipping Rosencrantz/Guildenstern now.
-I just bought a new 40-inch TV after having had my old 23-incher since college. Turns out 40 inches is really big! Sam and Dean are, like, life-size in my living room now.

Big damn Sam/Dean/Jess rec list
Sam and Jess
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You know what I did this week? Read every Sam/Dean/Jess fic I could find (though I'm sure I missed a few). Partially for fun, partially because I was considering writing S/D/J for my Big Bang and wanted to get an idea of what has and hasn't been done, and how I do and don't like the triad to play out. Now I'm thinking of going with straight-up wincest because goddamn, threesomes are hard, but that's okay because reading S/D/J fic is always time well spent.

If you're a fan of the pairing, here's a list of fics I'd recommend:

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Meet Cute, part eight!
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Part eight! Because it would be unfair to deprive you of porn for all that long.

ETA: This part includes a rather ill-advised scene. Everything works out all right, but I'm putting up this warning for full disclosure.

Links to the whole series:

Part One · Part Two · Part Three · Part Four · Part Five · Part Six · Part Seven · Part Seven · Part Eight · (Ongoing)

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Meet Cute, part seven!
Boys in bed
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Part seven! A non-porny interlude because nice as it would be, you can't have kinky sex all the time.

Links to the whole series:

Part One · Part Two · Part Three · Part Four · Part Five · Part Six · Part Seven · Part Seven · Part Eight · (Ongoing)

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Fic: "Sully Every Stage We Meet"
SamnDean
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Title: Sully Every Stage We Meet
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word count: ~1600
Warnings: None, but there is rough sex and angst, which I know aren't everyone's cup of tea.
Summary: There's a good chance Sam's going to destroy the world in the next few days. Might as well destroy them while they're at it. (Set in the final few days before Detroit.)
A/N: Written for wendy's tag of "the morning after" over at salt_burn_porn. Mostly written when I was intoxicated, so it was fun to wake up this morning and go "hey, words! Oh, right." Title from the New Pornographers.

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Rarepair recs
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Did you guys know there was a rare pair exchange going on at spnrarepairs? I didn't (and I think it might be over-ish?), but wow, have there been some fantastic fics posted.

What's Mine is Yours to Make Your Own, by lovedbythesun
Dean/Jess, 6,000 words, NC-17
Summary: Dean looks after his brother's girl. Jess looks after him.
My thoughts: This had a soft, sad-but-working-on-happy feel to it that I loved. (Plus I love any permutation of Sam, Jess, and Dean) I do wish it were longer so we could see more of the story play out, but as it stands it's a lovely look at what would have happened if Jess had been saved from the fire rather than Sam.

Passenger, by scorpiod1
Sam/Adam, 5,000 words, R
Summary: Sam’s brother is dead. Adam’s mom is dead. Together, they try to cope and survive, despite their massive issues. AU from No Rest For the Wicked.
My thoughts: Sam/Adam isn't a pairing I usually read, but I really liked the premise (Ruby tracks down Adam after Dean's taken to Hell) so I gave it a shot and I'm so glad I did. It's a heartbreaking look at Sam without Dean, for one thing, coupled with an incredibly sympathetic Adam who no longer has a place in the world other than with this guy he happens to be related to. And it's really well written, in a way that makes me want to hug the author and then take a few notes. :D

From the Inside, by twoskeletons
Dean/Alastair, 2,400 words, R
Summary: Set between 4x10 and 4x15. "Oh, my boy. Did you really think I'd let you go so easily?"
My thoughts: So, okay, I love Dean/Alastair. It's my non-con OTP. And this is just the most perfectly disturbing example of it (and exactly what I would have liked to see in mid-season 5 canon). Choice quote (aka the one that gave me shivers): "Tell me no, and we'll cut the yes out of you all over again." *does happy sadist dance*

Changeover, by micawbish
Dean/OMC, 1,500 words, R
Summary: Dean gets mistaken for a hooker and goes with it.
My thoughts: Hooker!Dean is always awesome, okay? But especially awesome here. The author uses a sparse, stripped-down snapshot style that I really like, and I finished the fic not knowing whether to feel happy or sad, which makes me want to read it over and over again until I decide on one (I'm leaning towards happy at the moment).

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Fic: Good Girls Do
Dean flame
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Title: Good Girls Do
Pairing: Dean/Nancy
Word Count: ~2,300
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: None
Summary: Nancy's mama always told her to wait for someone special.
A/N: The devirginizing porn that should have been! In my opinion, anyway. Mostly written for the prompt "mind your manners" over at salt_burn_porn, but I made the mistake of taking too long writing, thinking I had a free day, and then of course something came up and I had to pass before I could finish. :( Lesson: learned.

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Distraction of the day
Sammy reading
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Ugh, you guys, today's dictionary.com word of the day is Imago: an idealized concept of a loved one, formed in childhood and retained unaltered in adult life.

I have actual things I'm supposed to be doing, but nooooo, now I'm going to spend all day trying to figure out how to turn that into a fic.

Meet Cute, part six!
Boys in bed
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Part six of my "Meet Cute" series. Follows directly after part five. (Sorry it took me a little while; I am so nervous about this part!)

Links to the whole series:

Part One · Part Two · Part Three · Part Four · Part Five · Part Six · Part Seven · Part Eight · (Ongoing)


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This made my day
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*draws hearts around all of them*

(Make sure to watch to the very end. Warning for awwwww!)

Fic: "Leery, Loaded Up"
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Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~1,500
Summary: "Jared wasn't supposed to like this. He was supposed to be all straight-boy weird about it, screw his eyes shut and pretend he was getting blown by some pretty girl."

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Fashionably late...
Sammy reading
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Am I the last person in the world to realize how brilliant The Hunger Games is? Ngh, fucking awesome. *dives into book two*

Meet Cute, part five!
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Part five of the spnkink_meme "Meet Cute" series. Sorry for the delay; this part was getting really long (by my standards anyway) so I'm posting the first bit now and I'll follow up with the rest as soon as it's done. (Note: this part follows directly after part four.)

ETA: Links to the whole series:

Part One · Part Two · Part Three · Part Four · Part Five · Part Six · Part Seven · Part Eight · (Ongoing)

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Speaking of porn...
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First! I'm doing this:



because I'm insane. Wish me luck! And watch the comm for lots of hot porn lo these next seven weeks.

Second! Uh, porn.

Twisting Incognito
Dean/OFC, 2,100 words, NC-17 like whoa (I feel kind of dirty right now, heh). Warning for light bondage, because young!Dean getting talked into kinky stuff makes me happy. Title from The New Pornographers.

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Book rec: The Tooth Fairy
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la la la, I'm trying to make this journal a more interesting (read: less one-dimensionally pervy) place and also prove that I do something besides write porn, but I'm crap at meta and my thoughts on yaoi are not all that intriguing and so you get recs! Yay recs. :D

Today: The Tooth Fairy, by Graham Joyce

This is the sort of book I want to tell everyone to go out and buy but don't because while it is awesome it is not life changing and also contains some questionable content, and so I fear anyone who took my advice and didn't like it would judge me after. But none of you are going to judge me, right? Right.

Anyway! If I had to describe this book in five words, those words would be "dark coming-of-age fantasy" because- well, because that's what it is. It's the story of a boy (Sam) who, when he was young, accidentally saw the tooth fairy and in doing so cursed himself with its presence for the rest of his life (and cursed the tooth fairy with his presence in its life as well). Sam hates the tooth fairy and the tooth fairy hates him back, but the tooth fairy's hate is a jealous, possessive sort of hate that makes it want to control as much of Sam's life as possible. As he grows up, the tooth fairy has a hand in nearly everything that happens to Sam, good and bad - the good as rewards for complying with its wishes, the bad as punishments for going against them. Sam's struggle is to learn both what sort of person he wants to be and how to co-exist with a creature that cannot leave him alone.

Is it giving too much away to say that, at the end of the novel, it is unclear whether the tooth fairy was ever real? I hope not, because that is the most impressive aspect of the story-telling. Despite Sam's own belief in the reality of the tooth fairy, there is always some doubt if it isn't, in fact, a pseudo-physical manifestation of Sam's bad conscience - a larger, angrier version of the devil on his shoulder. I had to read it again the second I realized there was an alternative way to interpret everything that had happened, and to me that's the sign of a good book - one that you are overcome with a desire to re-read before you've even put it down the first time 'round. ♥

Film rec: The Dreamers
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I would think, given the subject matter of this film, that it'd be a fandom favorite, but I'm not sure that it is? Which is really too bad, because it's brilliant and enthralling and very hot.

The story: An American student in Paris (Matthew) befriends a set of fraternal twins (Isabelle and Theo), bonding with them over their shared love of all things cinematic. Matthew, both unsettled and intrigued by the twins' all-but-incestuous relationship (they kiss, sleep together naked, and play humiliating sexual games) and completely infatuated with the two of them, comes to stay with them while their parents are away and lets himself get sucked into their strange little world.

I absolutely adore this movie. The twins' relationship is fascinating; as a Wincester especially, I love the idea of siblings who are in love with each other but refuse to take that final step and become lovers. I love the idea of them finding a third to act as a sexual proxy, someone pretty and eager and manipulatable. And I love how torn Matthew is between taking that role, trying to be the third piece of their twisted puzzle, and wanting to live in the real world.

Also: there's an almost unbearably hot sex scene (the film's rated NC-17, y'all) where Theo holds Matthew down as Isabelle strips him. That scene alone makes the movie more than worth watching. (If only more het porn would like this, I wouldn't be watching exclusively m/m porn vids.)



Nnngggghhh, watch it!

Kink meme ficlet: Cyclical
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Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Word Count: ~300
Warnings: Non-con
Prompt: One of the boys is cursed and now needs cum to survive, in the same way that people need food or water. Love some focus on the cursed party being all embarrassed to let the other know when they're hungry for cum, and maybe the other makes them beg a little bit to be "fed". (Originally posted here.)

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Because I re-watched the season finale today...
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...have a 5.22 episode coda.

Gen, Dean-centric, ~500 words. (I don't know, okay?) Title from e.e. cummings.

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Another blindfold fic repost: "Degree of Difficulty"
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Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Word Count: ~500
Warnings: Pretty heavy d/s. That's about it.
Notes: For this blindfold_spn prompt: "Jensen spends his days days unmoving. Jared moves him around and leaves him wherever he last used him basically treating him like a piece of furniture. Sex is only about what Jared wants with an unmoving Jensen just taking it."

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Blindfold fic repost the third: "Bedroom Noise"
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Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Word Count: ~500
Warnings: Bondage, orgasm denial, gags, fucking machine
Notes: For this blindfold_spn prompt: "Jared's tied to the bed naked, desperate and writhing, while Jensen is fucking him with a dildo. Jensen is fully dressed and completely calm, possibly even reading a script or some such other activity at the same time to bring out the contrast between their two states."

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Blindfold repost the second: "Quiet Night"
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Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Word Count: ~1500
Warnings: D/s, gags, mentions of other kinks
Notes: For this blindfold_spn prompt: "Wincest or J2, one of the boys gagged for foreplay/sex. Can be either one of them and can be any kind of gag as long as it FILLS his mouth. Bonus points for details about how it looks, how it feels, how he sounds with it, etc. There should be lots of noise!!"

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